Saturday, July 12, 2008

Sadness+Regretful+Guilty+Ego of L.O.V.E

why shud i feel like this..
i feel regret..
i feel sad..
i feel really bad ..
i feel guilty..
but there is no turning back..


i wanna cry..
i wanna scream loudly..
i wanna forget every single memory with him..
i wanna have peaceful life..
but i always cannot avoid all the memories with him..

where shud i express my sadness and regrets?
who can help me overcome my dilemma..
i luv him but i can't have him..

i blame myself for everything..
i blame myself for loving him..
i blame myself from being so egoistic..
i blame myself because i dun trust him..

it's too late for my regrets..
i'll try to love the new one in my life..
because he was not meant to be mine anymore..

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