Working Life~

huuuiihhhh...berabuk trok dah blog ni...fuh! fuh! fuuhh! kesian...terabai blog aku ni!

Hidup selepas bergelar pekerja ni sungguh memenatkan...walaupun keja sementara ja kenala keja jugak kan..lani ssh sungguh nak cr keja...belajar tinggi2 x semestinya anda akan dapat kerja yg diimpi..

Kadang-kadang tu belajar benda lain keja yang lain...Lani bukannya leh memilih sgt keja...tp dalam tak memilih pn tak dapat gak keja...Terpulanglah kpd rezeki yang Allah nak bg kan...kita usaha, doa n tawakkal ja..Usaha tu penting! jangan dok nganga goyang kaki, online tak kira masa pastu harapkan akan dapat keja..No Way Mannn!! you'll never be employed if your attitude like this..mimpi ja la..

Tapi bila dah keja ni...mesti akan rs nak cr keja lain kalau keja yang dok ada lani gaji tak memuaskan, persekitaran yang bosan atau colleagues yg cam hampeh! tapi kadang2 kena bersabar jugak memandangkan keja yang sgt2 secocok tu sukar di cari...hermm..susahkan nak mencari sesuap nasi..

Macam tu la mak bapak kita memerah keringat(ewahh..mcm keja bendang) bersusah payah la maksud i..mencari nafkah utk family...Tapi lani rasa cam nak kawen pn ada bila dah abis study ni! erkkk!! terkeluar tajuk plak! hahaha.. Sorry! tergatal sebentar~ ehek! ;p~

SELAMAT HARI CIKGU!!

Post ini saya dedikasikan khas kepada guru-guru dan pensyarah saya di mana jua anda berada:

Ucapan terima kasih takkan mampu membalas jasamu.

Walau apapun, saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Guru!!! kepada Cikgu dan Pensyarah

yang pernah mencurah ilmu mengajar saya di SK Tunku Ismail, SK Taman Rakyat, SMK Sultanah Bahiyah, SMK Ibrahim, Kolej Profesional MARA Indera Mahkota dan Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia.

Anda semua amat bermakna dalam hidup saya.

TERIMA KASIH CIKGU!!

(^_____________^)

Jom karaoke sama2 lagu ni.. lagu peberet ni time hari guru..hehehe~

Budak Zaman Lani~

Bila kuar dgn kwn2..mesti nak tgk gelagat orang..

termasuklah gelagat org berkapel2..

ada yang nampak membahagiakan,menyakitkan mata dan x kurang jugak yang mampu membuatkan kita geleng kepala..

Ha..mai nak cita part geleng kepala tu pasaipa...

dah kapel sepasai..pastu yg dok kapel plak hidung pn dok berhingus lagi,duit pn mak pak dok bagi lagi..BUDAK SEKOLAH RENDAH weh...apala nak jadi lani...

zaman lani budak2 makin advance tak bertempat! sampai naik risau dgn keadaan semasa ni..(ewah! cam org tua2 plak rasa)

ada 1 lagi insiden petang td time nak p makan cendoi dgn kawan..spesies BUDAK SEKOLAH RENDAH hidung berhingus jugak la ni...naik motor (acceptable lagi la..budak2 sekolah rendah yang x sampai kaki nak cecah tanah pn terer naik motor, x macam aku..eheks!), yang part geleng kepalanya ialah di tangan kiri memegang sepuntung rokok, n den willy plak tu tgh jalan dengan tak pakai helmet..aku rasa macam nak tunjal2 kepala dia..geram tgk budak2 zaman lani..

Sungguh menakutkan nak ada anak..persekitaran yang tak sihat ni mcm2 leh jadi..

Wahai adik2 ku yang masih bersekolah dan berhingus, toksahlah dok gatai2 sangat nak kapel, isap rokok or wat benda2 yang xdak faedah..kalau yang kapel tu confirm2 la kapel sebab suka2..tapi taktaula kalau yang kekal sampai ke gerbang perkahwinan tu kan..tp peratusan tu mungkin teramat-amat-amatlahhhh sedikitnya yang sampai ke kawen tu..kepada yang isap rokok umur baru setahun jagung tu renti2kanlah..mati cpt dik oiii..elok2 leh hdp sampai umur 60-70 takut umur tak sampai 40 dah piap 6 kaki bawah..haaa..beringat2lah kamu...

*Mummy*

Bersembang dengan mama kadang2 leh release tensen..

walaupon slalu dok gaduh2 manja anak beranak...

apa2 pn thanx mama dengar cita boring ili pasal "dia"

Thanx atas nasihat..

Kita tunggu dan lihat ja la apa yg akan jadi nnt...

nota kaki: buntu itu datang lagi~

Rindu datang lagi~

Lani mcm2 rindu dok ada..

Rindu kat kwn2 sekolah..

Rindu kat kwn2 kolej..

Rindu kat kwn2 UKM..

Rindu kat orang tempat praktikal..

RINDU!RINDU!RINDU

dan yang paling penting..

SAYA RINDU NAK JADI STUDENT BALIK!!! HUWARRGHHH~

(sedangkan tak grad lagi tu dah rindu..cmna ni? )

Who next??your mother..Who next?? your mother...

When I look around i can see many things;

basically about life of course, people around me, job that I want, man, marriage, being a mum..

BEING A MUM??

It sounds funny at first when the thought came across my mind..

But we will become one when the time comes..

I always asked myself, "Am I ready??"

At the age of 24 it is not something weird if you think that way.. (I guess..haha)

I don't know about others..but for me it something that I need to think..

It is not the question whether you are ready or not to become a "MUM, MAMA, IBU, UMI" or whatever names you want to call it"

Once you've become a mother then you have to prepare yourself..

Whether you are ready or not..you must be ready!

I think I am ready!! Hahaha...

The main thing I need to do before settling down is find a job

Then my mama will give permission to marry or be married.. (peace mama!hehe~)

I'm talking *crab* again..

I giggled when this thought came across my mind..

I do realized that I am still young and should chase my dreams

But I can't help it because everybody wants to get married right?..( don't lie..don't lie..hehehe)

So, I am one of them..

"Ili, Stop it! you've had enough mumbling and nagging on ur blog!"

Ok2..back on track..err..about being a mum..yah, right!

I'm salute my sisters because they can be a good mother

When ups and downs come into their life..

Thus, this thing popped out into my mind..

Because I'm kinda scared to be a mum because I'm hot tempered (yaa..I've revealed my bad side of mine to the whole world..

*Like people care about you* huh? shut up you little evil mind!

Hehehe..

That's why I became a "weirdo" in such an early beautiful Sunday morning..

Since my niece keep on crying..

Poor her..My sister don't know what she wants because she don't stop crying..

Now, she's already asleep soundly and maybe in dreamland already because I can hear snoring out loud! (from mother or daughter or it was my sister Nurhani Idayu??) hehehe..

So, It can't be considered as "sleep soundly"..

Oooppss! Ok..actually when i post this I can't sleep so here I am..talking *crab* again..ehek! Sorry blog dearie..Got to go..I wanna play Cityville on FB! Hoyeahhh! you really made my day CV when i have situation like this~ Can't sleep but I want to..

Enuff said~ ADIOS!

Superman

I can say that he's my Life Saver

He's one of the most important person in my life

Also a bestfriend..

But i don't know what is the exact feelings for him..

God, please don't make him suffer because of me..

I'm not intended to toy him around..

not even a slight intention to do like that to him..

I just need some time to think about what am i suppose to do with my life first..

Get a job, build my career then I can think about Man n Love..

Mr. A, i'm not a player like you always said..it's just it isn't a right time to think about LOVE and MARRIAGE at the moment..

My mum once said that if you are for me and we meant to be together then you will always for me..

Please don't think too much about this..

You just hurt yourself..

I don't want you to be hurt because of me..

I'm so sorry..

But above all..

You always be my life saver, a SUPERMAN..

That one i can be certain..

Thank you Mr. Superman

"Azli bin Abdul Aziz"

"Thanks Mr. Go0gle"

So do you have your own superman? I bet u also have one..

My Darlings~

This post i'll dedicate to my BFF Sarah Nadia Ahmad n Norhidayah Md. Yusof

Dear Sarah n Dayah,

Thank you so much 4 all this while..

Thanx for being my sweet and charming friends..

U always with me when i'm in need..

Thank God because He sent both of u to be my "angel"

We shared lot of things together through out this six memorable years..

You are so concern..

I won't trade anything to replace both of u in my life..

You are so precious..

It can't be described with words..

But when we have to say goodbye I felt so dishearten..

It's like i was losing something so important in my life

Even though we still can contact..

But it won't be the same like before..

We cannot do things we love together:-

* Eat Pecal Lele

*Chairtalk a.k.a Pillowtalk

*Hanging out together

*Karaoke

*Watch movies

*Lepak2

* Korea-ing (haha)

* Kata mengata di Facebook

*Jalan2 di UKM

*Join program

*Laugh n Cry together

I love both of u so much..

Nobody can replace you..

All your love i'd received from both of you make me so grateful to Him

At least i can forget the bitterness in my life when i'm with you..

Thank you..

Thank you..

Thank you..

For always being with me..

I've found my true friends,,

Like I said before, it can't be described by words how grateful I am to have both of you as my bestfriends..

Take Care..

Please..

Please..

Please..

Keep in touch..

I don't want to lose both of u in my life..

Hugs n Kisses,

~iLi HaNaNi~

Hang Out~

Today i was hanging out with my BFF dayah n sarah..

I think this is the last time we can spend time together..

It's kinda sad if i think that way..

But we enjoy ourself together even though we did nothing much

We just ate,shopping, window shopping (it's me..hehe..), bought takoyaki together, bought sushi, and went to MPH Bookstores..

After this, we don't know when we will have this kind of chance to be together like today..

For both of u..thank you for being my Best Friends..Always there with me when i'm in need..thanx a lot guys.. <3 ya both much!

>iLi<

Career Fair and Interview

Semasa bengkel di awal pagi sebelumnya:-

Situasi I: "Workshop Interview"

Penceramah: Kalau dalam interview cuba jangan cakap terlalu kuat. Orang-orang utara ni selalu cakap kuat2..hahahaha~

Situasi II: Sesi Temuduga

Interviewer: I think you need to work out on your English Communication skills.

Interviewee: OK..I'll try to improve my English.. I understand.. (gedebuk-gedebak dalam hati) Ada apa-apa lagi yang Encik nak komen pasal saya jadi saya boleh ubah yang mana perlu?

Interviewer: Awak jangan terlalu emosional.. (errkk), cara awak cakap menunjukkan awak emosional... (errkk lagi)

Interviewee: Tersenyum2 kambing~

*This is not because i was too emotional but he should know the nature of Northern People who usually loud..and I'm 1 of it..tapi kami baik hati tau..hahahaha* [Sila rujuk Situasi I] . Whatever it is i've learnt something from this interview and the do's and the don'ts during the interview session ..Tq Mr. and Ms. Interviewer]

Babytalk?? Terasa Comel?? Ngada2?? Cacat??

Seperti yang IniAnwarHadi cakap dalam video dia..lani ramai yang suka guna bahasa yang dok tambah -ew kat blakang...

Contoh:

"Sukew ar tgk mukew diew..."

Kalau baby nak cakap cmni takpala..tapi kalau dah pangkat leh jd mak pak orang toksah la dok tulis camni..konon2 bajet comel arr...BURUK! Menyampah btoi dok tengok org dok post kat fb ka..ym ka..apa2 ja la kan.. ala2 cakap cam org tak ckp sifat...Kesian....

"BAHASA JIWA BANGSA"

MohdLutfi and IniAnwarHadi

Hello guys..jez now i've been facebook-ing (facebookaholic rite..

what else i cando as a jobless person rite now?? hahahaha) i've found 2 profiles dat so0o0o interesting and funny..

There were mohdlutfi90 and IniAnwarHadi's page on FB

These 2 guys were awesome! really enjoy watching ur vids on youtube..at least i can do some things enjoying and forget for awhile dat i'm an unemployed and need to find jobs!! hahaha...

Aku sudah menjadi x tentu arah menyelongkar youtube (ok..tu tipu..tgk kat page depa sudeh..huhu) mencari video-video mohdlutfi90 dan IniAnwarHadi

Check out their cool videos here...

Ok peeps! u can check out youtube if u want moreee~ daaa...

>iLi<

Special person~

She's like a sister dat i never had..

Thanx 2 dat certain sumone..

I feel grateful cuz i have a chance 2 meet u..

u r my ex-boss,my fren, and a sister..

Thank u..thank u..thank u 4 being so nice 2 me..

Even tho she dun read this post..

I hope she will always be happy,have enough rest (even tho it is hardly 4 u 2 have it),eat properly,and be healthy!

I will always wish for her success..

>iLi<

uurrrgghh!

"Ada aku kesah?" ampa suma penah dengaq dak ayat ni?

rasa berangin satu badan kalau org ckp camni..

rasa nak hempuk2 ja org 2 kan?

hahaha..sekian.selesai meng-emo-kan diri~

>iLi<

Addictionzzz

There are four things i've been addicted lately

1. Watch Korean Movies/Dramas

2. Play Cityville

3. Surf internet

4. Facebook-ing

*Tq Incik Go0gle*

I guess dats all..it's like something incomplete if i dun do these 4 things..

Anyone have same interests like me? raise up ur hand~ huhu~

>iLi<

~Love your Life~

Waktu benar2 cepat berlalu..

sekelip mata aku dah 24 Tahun..

Pelbagai perkara pahit manis berlaku dalam hidup..

dari zaman kanak-kanak yang tak berapa manis..

zaman remaja yang agak kelat..

sehingga sekarang sudah dewasa..

kelihatan ada sedikit sinar di hujung terowong..

Boleh dikatakan sekarang sudah sampai ke Zaman Renaissance agaknya..

Kadang ketawa sendirian memikirkan kenangan..

Tapi..rasanya air mata yang lebih banyak berguguran..

"Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya"

Kata-kata itu sering diungkapkan di dalam hati..

Cuba dipujuk hati sendiri..

Barangkali lebih terasa lega

Apabila dalam kesusahan..

Apabila hidup dilanda ujian..

Apabila sedang dalam kesedihan..

Kata2 itu yang meniupkan semangat agar terus kuat..

Walau betapa sukar harungi liku-liku kehidupan..

Harus dicuba lupakan segala kepahitan..

Tiada yang rugi untuk dilepaskan..

Mungkin lebih tenang bila berbuat demikian

Begitu juga aku..

Mencuba untuk tidak toleh kebelakang..

Kerana terlalu gelap kurasakan..

Hanya yang manis akan ku kenang..

Segala yang pahit eloklah dibuang..

Pastinya nanti akan temui kebahagiaan..

Segala yang pahit akan bertukar menjadi manis..

Cuma sabar..dan terus bersabar..dan terus bersabar..

InsyaAllah..

~Ihsan dari Go0gle~

>iLi<

Coward~

~Kadang-kadang terasa ingin LARI dari segala-galanya~

"Terima Kasih Mr. Go0gle"

Lara Jiwa

Ada rahsia di dalam hati,
Jangan sampai diketahui orang,
Makin disimpan separuh mati,
Perit rasanya bukan kepalang.

Semakin jauh semakin sayang,
Kasihmu seorang aku dambakan,
Walau di dunia engkau menghilang,
Di hati jangan sesekali dilupakan.

Anak kecil bermain lelayang,
Pergi ke sawah di pagi hari,
Fikiran tak tenteram jauh melayang,
Teringatkan orang yang sudah pergi.

Sungguh asyik di buai mimpi,
Terlena di ambal sampai ke senja,
Sudah takdir dijemput Ilahi,
Tabahkankan di hati biarlah redha.

Duduk bersimpuh si anak dara,
Tersenyum simpul si anak teruna,
Memang benar seperti di kata,
Sudah tiada baru terasa.

Sungguh indah bulan mengambang
Bintang berkelip di kelam malam
Tiada niat ingin mencanang,
Cuba meluah rasa yang terpendam.

by: iLi HaNaNi

now i can feel what they feel..

Practical is already over..
now i'm an unemployed person..
so bored doing nothing at home...
i hope i can find a job sooner!

Almost reach it~

dah 6 minggu prac..sat ja masa berlalu...
lagi 29 hari ja nak prac.. (lepas tolak cuti2 suma tinggal 29 hari la..hehe)
rasa mcm x sabaq nak abihkan prac n cari keja..banyak benda nak wat kalau dah keja..nak beli umah, nak beli keta...nak jaga mama n bik..lot of things! n above all..it will change my life n i'll be HAPPY at the end..still searching for it..hope i can find it soon~ :)