anak yatim~

diam x diam skang ni dah sampai tengah2 bulan ramadhan dah..

sat ja kan..cepat toi masa berlalu..

waktu bulan ramadhan ni lah ramai yg berlumba2 nak wat amal..

nak meraikan anak yatim..

tp perasan x..wk2 bulan posa ja nak wat cm 2..waktu bulan x posa..

langsung x ingt kat anak2 yatim..

napa camtu ek?

dah jd budaya ka kat Malaysia ni?

prihatin hanya di bilan puasa..sbb nak beramal n nak top up pahala time posa??

adakah begitu?

kadang rs cm org2 ni suma hanya nak nama...

bagi bantuan tp nak heboh 1 Malaysia!!

amik pic sana sini sambil pegang replika cek nak derma kat anak2 yatim..

so..kemarin Kelab Wawasan UKM pn meraikan anak2 yatim( hope bukan hanya nak nama sahaja..semoga niat kita semua diberkati Allah s.w.t..amin..)

kami meraikan anak2 yatim dari Rumah Amal Belaian Kasih (RABEKA) di Hijjaz Resort..area putrajaya..

kecik2 ja adik2 ni semua..kebanyakan masih sekolah rendah..yang remaja adala gak..tp x ramai kot..

sedey nak berpisah,terbygkan cmnala ms depan depa nnt...semoga ms depan depa cerah..

bila time nak balik 2..kami xleh nak hantaq depa...(ni suma psl pakcik bas yg x bertimbang rasa 2!! aku banned pakcik 2!!)

depa ckp..kakak,kami hepi sgt arini..hope kegembiraan 2 berpanjangan..

semoga Allah sentiasa melindungi depa..xdak org2 yg x bertanggungjawab cuba nak amik kesempatan kat depa..argh!sedeynya..nak benti dah..mood tgh sedey~

happy posa~

AHAD cari ISNIN

Nak tanya nampak x SELASA?

Agar ingatkan RABU bgtau

KHAMIS supaya x lupa

Mesej kat JUMAAT yang

SABTU dah puasa!!

hehehehe...SELAMAT BERPUASA BUAT UMAT ISLAM~

macam mana ni??

hadoiiila...hadoiii..
sekarang jam di laptop telah menunjukkan pukul 3.45am..
dan aku masih blogrolling mencari2 blog yg bersesuain nak wat research utk subjek pendapat publik!!
nak submit lg 2 minggu..(nasib bek 2 minggu lagi bukan 2 hari..)
tapi dis week pn dah nak abih dah..
mcm mana niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! plz help me..hadoiii lagi....
ni yg nak facebooking ni..haa..geram ni geram!
facebooklah cmni!
xmau dah cr blog! merajuk ar cmni!
menci!

tolonglah jgn malukan diri..

macam2 ragam penulis blog yg aku tgk..
ada la gak melawat blog kwn2 n blog2 bukan kwn..
ni suma psl nak siapkan assignment pendapat publik kena cr blog politik utk dikaji..
so macam2 la jenis blog yg aku jumpa...
hehehe..lawak2..ada sorg budak ni..agak annoying..i know him..but better xyah la ckp sapa dia
dia ni jenis yg suka ckp x penah jatuh,n den sllnya apa yg dia ckp 2 tah hapa2 n org pn x paham..
bila dia bukak mulut ja..rs nak sumbat kain bg dia diam...sbb mmg nonsense setiap butir kata yg kuar dr mulut dia 2..;

sllnya bila dia ckp ja.. aku n kwn2 sll wat eye kontek..so faham arr masing2..meluat..
n den dia suka menarik perhatian lecturer..maybe dia nak tunjuk yg dia serba tahu..
apa2 ja la mr professor..
dah msk U ni..mcm2 ragam org aku jumpa..
xpalah..maybe cara dia cm 2..
aku pn ada gak kekurangannya..
asalkan org 2 bahagia dgn cara dia dah la..
cuma..jgnla selalu meninggi diri,gila kuasa,suka nak tarik perhatian sgt pasni..
x perlulah suma 2..wat org menyampah jer..
sorrylah kalau agak membebel..hehe~

am i sick??

skang ni dah xdak idea nak menulis..

tambah lak dgn asik bz ja..

nak kata bz dgn assignment xdak la sgt..

xtaula bz watpa..

haha..

bz sbb asik tgk movie korea n japan ja kot..

sambil layan SS501 (boyband korea)

lani plak cm hilang fokus ja kat stdy..y eh? y?

rs cm perlukan penasihat peribadi utk menasihati diriku ini..

sesiapa yg sudi nasihat aku supaya merajinkan diri..

silalah tampil ke hadapan kalau berani!!

huhu~

y..y..n y?

i feel sad..
i feel bad..
i feel angry..
i feel numb..
i feel empty..

y i feel like dis?

100 hari Najib bersama Rakyat

arini ari yg bersejarah bg aku..cewah!
sbb dpt jumpa DAto' Seri Najib Tun Razak n menteri2 lain kat klcc..
best la dpt jumpa face 2 face dgn PM n menteri2 lain..
pas 2 jumpa Pang Chin Fei n Ally Iskandar..
pas event 2..leh mkn2 kat luar hall 2..
ni part paling best sbb leh mkn free..
x benti2 aku,dayah,wany bam n faisal mkn..
dh kata mkn pree..
sapa xmau..
hehe..

mmg ramai gila org..
dr bdk kecik sampaila ke org tua suma ada..
vip mmg la ramai kan..
tb2 rs cm nak jd politician lak..
hehehe..tb2 lak..

Lenka- The Show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is amaze and love is riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
and I don't know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much, yeah it's a lot
to be something i'm not

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows
The've got a ticket to that show..yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is amaze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
and I don't know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down

I've got got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is amaze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show (2x)

I want my money back(3x)
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(2x)
Just enjoy the show

ari yg memenatkan adalah hari ini!!

arini pas bgn pagi tros p dftr bilik..wk2 2 dh kui 11.30..
maklumla..semalam sampai2 dh terlebih ms..kaunter pndftrn ttp kui 5..
aku smpi pn dh dekat kui 7..so,terpaksalah merempat kat bilik ct aja n wani yg baik ati..hehe..

sepatutnya arini ada kelas..tp x p pn..huhu..x dak semangat..(eceh..sesuka ati ja..hehe)
n den pas p dftr suma p la mkn dgn dayah n den p angkut brg dr tingkat 2 ke 3
pas 2 lak tlg angkat brg dayah dr aras 1 smpi 3..
huh! ponat sungguh kami berdua arini..
sampai x p kelas dok angkat brg suma..
lani tepat kui 11.25pm aku dh stat ngantuk2..
sok ada kelas "Hubungan Insan" kui 10am..
Ct aja telah berpesan,"lilo ka jgn bgn lmbt lak sok.."begitulah pesanan drpd penaja oleh ct aja..
baiklah aja..sok aku akan cuba bangun awal..kita akan naik bas kui 9.30 sok..huhu..

seorang lagi kwn aku msk UKM..ramaila bk2 kpm kat UKM :)

td dok ziarah blog2 kwn2..
n den ter..baca kat blog amir..
dia dpt msk ukm...
kos sains politik..
so..maknanya..dia satu fak la dgn aku,adam,sarah, dayah n zureen..
welcome junior..welcome 2 ukm..
maknanya lani dia kena orientasi la..
hehehe..
InsyaAllah..nnt jumpa la dia..huhu..

kemarin hang out dgn kwn2 ku n my lil sis.. kuar dgn fafa,tini,dikna,n ijat, n ayu tp fa x join tgk wayang..
pasni ntah bila la plak nak kuar dgn kwn2 ku ni suma..
ssh toi nak jumpa..
masing2 bz..
papapun..kemarin mmg enjoylah! msk wayang kui 3.30 ptg.. tgk cita apa tau?? Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen.. serius..mmg best sgt! bg 5 bintang!!
weeeho0o! 2 thumbs up! *wink2* hoho..


i loikee...bg 5 *****

yeayy!!

pejam celik2..dh nak abih dh cuti..
yaho0o0o!!!
so happy..dh nak balik UKM..
leh jumpa dayah,sarah,aja,wany,bam,liyen n dilla..
can't wait 2 c them..
huhu..

father's day..

happy father's day 2 all fathers in the world..
wlupn arini father's day..
but it doesn't meant anything 2 me..
x pernah rs di sayangi oleh seorang ayah..
n never do i guess..
wut ever it is..
i still wanna enjoy my life with my beloved people dat do love me..
mama n bibik..n my lovely frens..
thanx so much!

nothing 2 say..jez update

hermm..sesungguhnya aku sgt kebosanan di saat cuti sebegini..
dah xtau nak watpa..
badan pn makin mengembang..
lagi 1 dok rsau dok tunggu result ni..
haih~
11 jun 2009 bakal mencipta sejarah lagi sekali..
sama ada sejarah yg baik or vice versa..
jez wait n c..

kemalasan..

dah lm x update blog ni..
hermm..
busy tgh final exam skang..
dh 4 paper dh lepas..
ada lg 3..
tp mlm ni..mood aku nak study xdak lagi..
kemalasan mencegkam diri..
hanya mampu melipat baju sambil online..n tah hapa2 aku wat..
dayah kat sebelah pn tgh khusyuk on9..
kwn lg sorg pn dok on9 gak..
so cmna aku nak stdy..
aku terpengaruh..
hahahhaa..
sedangkan diri sendiri yg malas..
phew~

:) :( ;p :D :> ;0

tomorrow will be my 1st paper..

sok 1st paper..wah..cmna ni2?

time:-12.00pm
subjek:- penulisan dalam organisasi..
venue:- 3A503 Fssk

takottt!!

sekian..terima kasih..

:) :p~ :0

chayok2!

G.o.o.D L.u.C.k 2 all my frens 4 final exam!!!

Love Story-Taylor Swift

we were both young when i first saw you

i close my eyes

and the flashback starts

im standing there

on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,

see the party the ball gowns

i see you make your way through the crowd

you say hello

little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles

and my daddy said stay away from juliet

and i was crying on the staircase

begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run

you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess

its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you

we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know

so close your eyes

lets keep this down for a little while

cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter

and my daddy said stay away from juliet

but you were everything to me

and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run

you be the prince and i’ll be the princess

its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels

this love is difficult, but its so real

don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess

its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting

wondering if you were ever coming around

my faith in you was fading

when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone

i keep waiting for you but you never come

is this in my head, i don’t know what to think

he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone

i love you and thats all I really know

i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress

its a love story baby just say yes

oh, oh, yes

we were still young when i first saw you

dinner lagi??

penat la arini..
td baru abih dinner fssk..
dinner lagiii..
hahhahaha..
boncit psl dinner jer..
duit pn macam air yg mengalir deras di sungai pahang..
keja x ckp duit ja..
huhu..
penat2!'
nak tdoq!

selesai 1 tugas dan kematian seorang kenalan...

hari ni penuh kebingungan..
rs kosong..penat..kepala berat,pusing,pening..
Alhamdullialh..arini dah abih program Jejak Varsiti Warisan Bersama 2009..
hepi gak arr..n sedih skit...sebab program dah abih..
tugas sebagai "fasililator" bak kata dayah, dah selesai dah...

n td waktu maghrib dapat berita..
Lyna kwn my ex bf..
dah meninggal sebab kanser hati..
walaupun x pernah jumpa arwah..
tp tetap sedey..
sedey kat abg atan sama..
hermm..
sumanya di tgn Allah..
kita sebagai hamba x mampu melwan takdir yg telah tertulis dalam loh mahfuz..
wlupn muda lg..Allah dah tarik nyawanya..
jgn ingt kita muda,ajal kita lmbt lagi..
kematian membuatkan kita insaf..
tetapi selalunya,keinsafan hanya sekejap cuma..
lepas 2 kita kan alpa oleh arus dunia semula..
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas allahyarhamah Lyna..

jangan sangka kita muda maut xkan menjemput kita..
kerana segalanya ada pada kuasa yang Maha Esa..
Wallahualam..

Al-Fatihah utk Arwah...

kerinduan pada kawan2 KPMIM..

pas baca blog adam..
air mata hampir menitis..
terkenangkan kwn2 kolej..
sayu ku rasa..sebak di dada..
every single person of u..
i really miss all of u ..
sgt2!
ok..air mata dah menitis skang ni..
i dunno y..
maybe stress sgn keja yg banyak..tgk plak pic kwn2..
owh!
dah x tahan lagiii~

bell..bila nak jumpa ek?

mira n mur..mish both of u..

ati..x bestnya hang xdak di samping aku..sob2..

korang mmg best..rindu..

abah..

napa abah dah x kol ili?
abah dah lupa ili ka?
bila lagi abah nak jumpa ili?
ari 2 ili tanya abah cakap nanti..
dahla br skali jumpa..
abah sebenarnya x sayang ili..
sedey sgt abah wat cmni kat ili..
terima kasih abah..terima kasih..
maybe waktu ili nak kawen br abah nak jumpa utk jd wali..
xpala kalau cm 2..
mungkin ili hanya nyusahkan abah..

Malam Resepsi Gemilang Za'ba~

*heart dem* u guys so cool~

riang ria bersama mereka

Ajk2 keceriaan dgn ketua felo abg hatta (24 Mac 2009)

24 and 24 mac magiz `09 telah berlangsung di dectar UKM.. ponat2.. aku sebagai ajk keceriaan sgt penat di samping menjadi bidan terjun utk jamuan n sambutan..
walaupun ada org x puas ati n kutuk2 psl hiasan2 yg kami wat..
lantak ler..ada aku kesah??
hahaha..
yg penting pengetua kolej suka..
best sgt2! wlupn penat nak mati.. apa2pun geng2 ajk keceriaan mmg rock!! pheewitt2!

every single day is the tiring day 4 me..

arini bgn subuh dah x tdoq..
sebab p sambutan maulidur rasul dgn dayatito a.k.a joo hee da..
naik bas dlm kui 8 lebey n den dok kat DECTAR sampai la abih majlis sambutan 2..
best gak arr..suka sebab dpt tgk n dgr ceramah drpd ustazah sharifah hayati yg santek 2 n ustaz fauzi mustafa moderator al kuliyyah 2..
pas 2 abih 2 p fakulti sat nak cuci gambar utk bg sekali dgn borang nak apply hostel 4 da next sem..
apply ja'ba (za'ba) gak..maleh nak pkr dah..mahai pn mahai la..dh selesa dok cni..
dlm kui 2.30 nek bas p pusat kesihatan (PK) sebab ada appointment dgn dr gigi..
ngilu gg aku sampai skang ni..g cuci2 jah!
n den x smpi 5 min dh siap dh..
balik za'ba dgn dayah..p hantar borang..
n balik bilik..penat sgt tdoq!
sampai terlepas meeting PMFSSK..
siap mimpi2 lg dh p meeting..
hoho..overslept ropenye aku..haa..hamek kau!
bgn2 kui 6 lebey mandi2 n solat..
pas 2 p beli mkn dgn day..
pas 2 p meeting dinner za'ba lak..
sampai kui 12 kat2 kui 1..
penat..
sok ada presentation..
tp bukan aku la present..
hopefully everything going smoothly 4 tomorrow..
tapi aku sgt pasti sok juga adalah ari yg penat..
hari2 ku semakin penat dan tenat..
owh!

aku menjadi malas di kala cuti~

arini msk ari ke 3 cuti..
sok last dh cuti..
assignment yg mega x siap lg..
yg siap yg mini2 je..
2 pn x bnyk..
no idea plus malas!
x bergerak2 aku..
adoii..
enuff said!!

blur*

hermmm..malam ni..rs kosong..
rs nak ckp dgn org..
tp xdak sapa nak ckp dgn aku..
nak ym..
tp malas lak..
n confuse..xtau nak wat apa..
skang ni fokus aku dh lari..
stadi pon x msk..
setiap hari hanya meneruskan hidup dengan boring dan tanpa tujuan..
my life's so miserable n my head full of mess!!

*I am an outsider*

I am an outsider..

Who always struggled to win others hearts..

I am an outsider..

Who try to pretend I am happy when they are around..

I am an outsider..

Who always being a hatred for them..

I am an outsider

Who always being rejected in most of the occasion

I am an outsider

that always being isolated..

I am an outsider

Who always try to put myself in this family circle

I am an outsider

Who always try to seek for the real love from them

I am an outsider

Who always try to pretend that she happy throughout this life she has gone through..

I am an outsider

will always struggle 2 win everyone's heart

I am an outsider

that everyone assume like a burden for them

I am an outsider

That will always remain to be an outsider forever..

hidupku sekarang..

hidupku sekarang di penuhi dengan kegembiraan..
hidupku sekarang masih dibayangi kenangan silam..
hidupku sekarang dihantui masa depan..
hidupku sekarang dikelilingi rakan,sahabat, teman, dan kenalan..
hidupku sekarang lebih bermakna dengan adanya pahit dan manis..
walupun aku semakin sibuk dengan segala2nya..
tapi aku amat bersyukur kepadaMu ya Allah..
kerana menetukan jalan hidupku yg sebegini..
aku xkan menyalahkan takdirmu lagi..
kerana aku tahu..
1 hari nnt kesabaranku akan di bayar olehMu
terima kasih Tuhanku..

Life being so bz lately..

i'm so damn exhausted now..
with my hectic life..
loads of things need to settle..
i want another 24 hours 4 a day..
huarrgghh!!
it's been a long time since i'm updating my blog..
ok..i'll tell all of u what have i gone through while i was busy n busybody with my life..hehhee
actually i was involved with KAPREZA(karnival premier za'ba 2009) n also i was busy doing my assignments..loads of them!still in progress with another bulk of them..huh!tired3..
n now bz with all dinners n wut so ever..dats y i've 2 focus in my "in a rush" life..
fullstop!

mampukah aku??

aku risau..
banyak sgt keja..
n den duit pn nak pakai banyak..
risaunyaaaaaaa..
mampukah aku nak siapkan keja2 ni on time..
mampukah aku nak pikul tanggungjawab yg diberikan..
mampukah aku bekerjasama dgn "budak 2"
yang terkenal dgn sikap bossy dia 2 n angin x tentu hala..
arrgghhh!!
kenapa sem ni payah sgt n banyak sgt tensennya..
Ya Allah,bagilah aku semangat dan kekuatan utk aku~
Aminnn...

boycott~

arini aku tensen lagi..
kali ni psl senior2 lak..
psl dinner..
dhla mahal..
theme nya masquerade..
hoh!
mmg suma xmau p arr..
sbbnya bdk2 first intake kena potong pt smpi tnggl 200 ja..
sian kat depa..
n den theme 2 cm x sesuai utk yg bertudung..
td senior2 msk kelas kami utk soh kami p..
suma nak emo2
n den lecturer pn cam nak marah2 snn kitorang xnak bg kerjasama
ada la plak sapa tah p tulis "boycott" kat poster2 yg senior2 2 wat..
xtaula dr 1st year or 2nd year..
sbb 2nd year pn ada gak yg xmau p..
tahla..maybe aku p n maybe x..

*emo*

arrgghhh!!
tensen2!!
banyak keja..
tp kemalsan mengatasi segalanya..
kenapa aku begini??
sem ni cm berat tulang ja..
huh!
assignments yg perlu dilangsaikan ialah:-
*Advokasi dan Aktivisme(2 assignment)
*Teori Komunikasi(2 assignement)
*Penulisan dalam Organisasi
*Ketrampilan Berkomunikasi & Berbahasa

hadoiii..
cmna ni?
laptop lak ala2 nak rosak ja..
virus gemok2 dlm laptop ni..
hermm..
mcm2 yg berlaku!
serabut2!

bersenam menyihatkan badan~

arini pas subuh..
g jogging dgn fateha my rumet..
kitorang p kui 7..
n balik kui 9..
aku nak kurus!!
mesti2!!

penat gila..
kami p joging kat tasik kejut..
actually bnyk jalan..joggimg x sgt..
hehehehe..
round tasik 3 round n den wat turun naik tangga 200x..
pheeww~
penat2..
balik2 beli mkn..
rilex2 jap pas mkn..
pasni nak tdoq arr..
hehehe..
exhausted!

kena tagged oleh lil gajah..

tiba2 td bukak blog nad kena tagged la plak..

pasni nak tagged org lain plak..huhuhu..tapi x ckp 8 org..4 je la..hehehe..

Rulez!!!
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)
C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people

a)adam

b)amer

c)sue

d)cik t

What have you been doing recently?
- wat assignment keterampilan berbahasa..lenguh montotku asik menaip dr kul 4 td..

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- of course..bila time gaduh dgn ex-bf(wk2 dolu2 la) n wk2 nak charge hp(kadang2)

bila time rs nak off

What happened at 10am today?
- still sleeping..hoho~

When did you last cry?
- just now..sebab..rahsia..

Believe in fate/destiny?
- yes..

What do you want in your life now?
- I want good result with high cgpa..

-want my life full of happiness..

-nak bf..hahahaha..

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- yala..kena la pakai payung bila hujan..tp kalau x bawak n hujan 2 renyai2 je…redahla daku di dalam hujan..romantik gitu..

What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
- surfing da net and tidoq(of cos!!)

What bottoms are you wearing now?
- short

Whats the nicest things in your inbox?
- from my ex-bf..*shy2 cat*

Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
- suka!!

Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
- I dun think so..thinking..yes,I’m sure!nope!

What was the last movie you caught?
- gila-gila pengantin remaja.. aja n dayah insist me 2 watch..it was fun n hilarious..haha..

What are you proud of?
- being a Muslim, a university student..so my stepsiblings won’t look me down anymore..

All of u think I’m studpid rite?yala..i’m not like ur beloved sister..i noe I’m dumb..huh!

Hate y’all!!

What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
- “ayg jgn kata abg dh benci ayg,sbnrnya ayg yg benci abg,abg yakin ayg dh dpt lupakan abg, ayg dh bunuh abg dlm hati ayg”huhuhu..1/7/2007 mesej ni di hantar..


What was the last song you sang out loud?
- ayat-ayat cinta(rossa)

Do you have any nicknames?
- lilo and tomato

What does the newest text say?
- from wany: “ok”

What time did you go to bed last night?
- can’t remember short term memory..huhu..i think aroung 2 to 3 am

Are you currently happy?
- not really..lonely..

Who gives you the best advise?
- dayah suka bg nasihat yg membina..

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- no-no

Who did you talk on the phone last night?
- my ex-bf

Is something bugging you know
- assignment..assignment..assignment..hidupku lemas di bawah timbunan assignment..

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
- my ex-bf

nothing 2 say..but i jez wanna write sumthin ere..

i dunno y..
i feel so down lately..
i was so vague about my feelings rite now..
i am to0o0o lazy 2 do anything..
i feel like i want to lay on my bed and reading novels or online until i feel bored..
i have to remember the reason y i'm here..
yes..i don't forget y..
but..my spirit jez dun come yet for me 2 concentrate on my studies...
it seems like it's jez my body here..but actually my soul not being with me..
it's scattered everywhere...every place dat's not here in UKM..
i wanna run away far from this boring life..
but i can't do dat..
i jez can't..
maybe 1 day..i will..

kisah di Mid Valleyh!

dh lm x update..
mls la..
wlupun ari2 on9...

arini x bnyk cita..
cuma pas balik kelas PR kui 11 cm 2..
tros naik bas g komuter pas 2 kami menuju ke mid valley
utk mengumpul derma 4 MERCY Malaysia..
last2 zahid a.k.a ketua program aku..
bgtau..management mid x bg nak kutip derma..
last2 aku,dayah n aja..
p mkn ayamas n den balik..
btoi2 buang ms aku..
dh la aku 5,6 ari dh migrain..
bertambah2 migrain aku..
balik2 tros aku tdoq..

kawan2ku menjadi pemblogger..

rupa2nya..
ramai kwn2 aku dok jd blogger sejati ni ek..
yg aku tau ada blog..
si adam bawang 2..
cik t..
seterina..
amer..
bella..
si shafiqah 2 ntahla..dikhuatiri..
cm ada..
tp bila aku tekan link..
xleh plak..
tp rsnya ada..

shopping itu hobiku~

baju pink pilihan hatiku ini..

sandal ni leh cermin muka o0o0o..hehehe..

baju dark brown peberetku..pas beli tros pakai..hehehe..

ni baju hitam butang2..santek tauu..hehe..

ni buku2 yg aku berjaya beli..huhu..dh lm nak beli buku2 ni..yg buku kaler pink n polka dots 2 ja la..yg lg 2 tu..mmg nak kena beli..

ni sandal cermin ni baju butang2 ni baju dark brown ni baju plain pink je
yg aku suka


penatnyaaaaaa arini..
g shopping kat mid valley..
bnyk toi duit aku abih..
kena marah dgn kawanku amy..
hehehe..marah2 manja..
mintak maap 2 dayah n sarah sbb aku x menurut kata ampa.
aku x berbelanja dgn berhemah..
maafkan aku kwn2ku..
aku syg korang..
tp aku lg suka n rambang mata bila tgk sale baju2,suar n sandal nose 2..
hehehehe
aku bkn beli baju ja..aku juga membeli buku..2 mmg matlamat aku nak p mid valley di samping nak mkn takoyaki tau..huhu~
aku puas ati..aku x ksh..
wlupn cam ralat skit duit bnyk abih..
hehehe..

^iLi^

3rd day of selling BuRgeRLiCioUs

mlm ni dpt juai suma 29 biji burger..
so untung rm49.30..
dapatla gaji kami 2 org dlm 2.90 sorg..
Alhamdulillah..
kumpul2..msk tabung..
x sbr nak tgk tabung penuh..

hoho..i'm 22 dis year..yeahhh!! so sad actually..

tahun ni dh 22 dah!
cam x sangka..kurasakan baru kemarin aku dok kayuh basikal p tadika..
hakhakhak..
tua dah..uhuk2..
gimme back my childhood time....
hehehe..
xmaulah..
my childhood time x best!
i hate it!
but i still wanna be a kid back..
sbb kecik2 dl..
xyah nak pkr psl stdy..
main ja..
balik skolah..baling beg..salin baju zap..zap..zap!
siap! p main dgn rakan dan taulan..
lani..bnyk tanggungjawab..
ewah!
2 x kawin lagi 2..
kalau dh kawin xtau la cmna..
xleh pkr psl 2..
x terbayang lg dlm benakku ini..

Duniawi..Ukhrawi..

kadang2 kita terlalu alpa dgn dunia..
sampaikan kita selalu melupakan kpd Yang Maha Esa sbg pencipta..
manusia sering mengejar duniawi tanpa mementingkan ukhrawi..
duniawi dan ukhrawi perlu diseimbangi..
supaya kita tidak ketinggalan di dunia dan mempunyai bekalan yg cukup utk kita bertemu dgn Maha Pencipta di akhirat kelak..

Manusia..selalu hanyut dgn dunia dan bergelumang dgn dosa noda dunia
menjadi hamba duit tanpa sedar tanggungjawab sebagai hamba kpd Pencipta..
Manusia seringkali terlupa kepada Tuhan yang sepatutnya sentiasa diingati..
Dunia sekarang yang sudah semakin tua dan hanya menunggu masa untuk hancur..
dengan sikap manusia yang seringkali melupakan kepadaNya tanpa sedar dengan detik masa yang semakin sampai ke penghujungnya..
Mereka seakan2 leka dengan syurga dunia tetapi juga belum sedar syurga dunia ini hanyalah sementara jika hndk dibandingkan dengan syurga Allah yg telah dijanjikan dan abadi selamanya..
Sedarlah wahai manusia..hidup di dunia hanya sementara..
Akhirat jua kekal abadi..
sekadar renungan sesama kita..
bukan untuk menasihati kerana diri ini juga tidak sempurna dan masih perlu dibimbang..
yang baik datang drpd Allaah yang buruk datang drpd diri ini yang lemah sebagai hambaNya..
Wallahualam..

my bad..sorry guys..

kat cni aku nak mintak maaf kalau aku sll ckp lepas..
hermm..i always feel regret after i've already project those hurtful words 2 my frens or anybody else..
so..here from the bottom of my heart..i want 2 apologize 2 all of u...
even though u dun heard my apologize plz forgive me no matter where u are..
i'm trying 2 be nice 2 everybody..but i'm not an angel..i'm jez a human who always doing such bad things..again..i'm truly wanna apologize 2 all of u out there..
no matter what it is..how mean i am..i really love u guys all my frens..
bcoz only u guys can cheer up my life..
thanx a lot!

Lots of lurve,
iLi HaNaNi a.k.a Lilo ToMaTo

Israel yang Kejam!!!

i'm so sad 2 read on the newspaper everyday about the war between israelians n palestineans..
the are so mean those israelis!
bila tgk kanak2,wanita n org tua di bom tanpa belas kasihan..
ramai yg mati..
setakat ni dh 783 yg mati n 3000++ org cedera..
israel ni mmg x dak hati perut..
dh la x sdr diri dok negara org..
bangang toi!
aku doakan rakyat palestin tabah dan semoga Allah s.w.t menolong mereka..
dan org2 yg meninggal ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriaman..
Alfatihah~

kisah kami menjual burger.. :)

last night 2nd day jual burger..
kitorang hepi sgt coz semua burger habis dijual..
n now we work out 4 advertising..
hope pasni makin ramaila pelanggan..
dapatla gaji sorg rm3...

malam ni 4 da third day..
hope dapat jual suma cam smlm..
InsyaAllah..

Hari ini dalam Sejarah sbb aku jual burger bilik ke bilik..

arini 4 da 1st time in my life..
aku menjual bilik ke bilik..
aku jual burger..
kwn aku offer nak keja tlg dia jd runner jual kat hostel2 pompuan..
aku ajak dayah tolong..
1 burger dapat la komisyen sorg sekupang..jd la..
leh la cover skit..
kami dapat jual 26biji burger utk mlm ni..
penat teramat sgt..
1st gaji kami 2 org 2.60..
huhuhuhu..
ssh nak cari duit ni..
nak hdp as a student kat U ni kannya senang..
banyak nak pakai duit..
yang lawak nya aku dgn dayah dok kata..
"ili,ingtkan kt 2 org ni x malu..rupanya kita ni malu la.."
adoii..malu toi kami bila ketuk2 pintu org xmau beli..
tp once bila org dh beli rs cm bersemangat nak juai bnyk2..
hehehe..
InsyaAllah..pasni kami akan jual burger dgn lebey rajin lagi!
Basya! Chaiyok2! Aja2 fighting 2 me n dayah..
huhu..